Self-ish

Self-ish (stylized as SELF-iSH) is the second studio album by American indie rock band Will Wood and the Tapeworms. It was independently released on August 23, 2016, and later received distribution through Say-10 Records. Supported by three singles and four music videos, the album was written by Will Wood and produced by Kevin Antreassian. Self-ish received a positive reception for its chaotic energy and wide range of musical influence.

Self-ish
Studio album by Will Wood and the Tapeworms
Released	August 23, 2016 (2016-08-23)
Recorded	2015–2016
Studio	Backroom Studios, Rockaway, New Jersey[1]
Genre	Dark cabaret[2] punk jazz gypsy punk[3] glam rock[4]
Length	33:28
Label	Say-10 Records
Producer	Kevin Antreassian
Will Wood and the Tapeworms chronology
Everything Is a Lot (2015) Self-ish (2016) The Real Will Wood (Live) (2018)
Singles from Self-ish
"Mr. Capgras Encounters a Secondhand Vanity: Tulpamancer's Prosopagnosia / Pareidolia (As Direct Result of Trauma to Fusiform Gyrus)" Released: July 8, 2016 "Dr. Sunshine Is Dead" Released: July 28, 2016 "2012" Released: August 9, 2016

Background

Prior to release, Will Wood described Self-ish to be "about identity, ego and lack thereof".^[5] He aimed for boldness and a lack of subtlety to strengthen his own honesty on the album. It was produced, mixed, and mastered by Kevin Antreassian of The Dillinger Escape Plan.^[2] During the creative process, Wood was unmedicated and new to therapy, which resulted in frenetic writing sessions and intense emotional experiences.^[6]

Release

Will Wood in 2017 with a painted third eye, referencing the cover artwork of Self-ish.

On July 8, 2016, "Mr. Capgras Encounters a Secondhand Vanity: Tulpamancer's Prosopagnosia / Pareidolia (As Direct Result of Trauma to Fusiform Gyrus)" was released as the lead single of Self-ish. Alongside it was a music video co-directed by Will Wood and Adam Nawrot, featuring the band performing nude in a monochromatic room.^[7] "Dr. Sunshine Is Dead" released on July 28 as the second single,^[8] followed by "2012" as the third and final single on August 9. The latter had a music video published the same day, directed by Wood with Jesse Lazarus and Maddie Schwartz. It presents the band performing in an evidence room and a party, intermittenly cutting to Wood with body paint and various pieces of oversaturated or desaturated footage.^[9]

Self-ish was released as Will Wood and the Tapeworms' second album on August 23, 2016.^[8][10] On May 26, 2017, a music video was released for "Hand Me My Shovel, I'm Going In!". Recorded in one shot and directed by Mark Jaworski, it features the band performing in a busy and cluttered room through a fisheye lens.^[11] This was followed years later by a music video for "Dr. Sunshine Is Dead", released on September 30, 2019. It shows the Tapeworms performing on a psychedelic background while Wood shaves his head, eats waffles in a patient gown, wears body paint, and digs a hole in the ground in a thunderstorm.^[12] On December 25, 2020, Self-ish was remastered and re-released by independent record label Say-10.

Songs and reception

Self-ish contains the title tracks "Self-" and "-Ish", piano ballads that open and close the eight-song album, respectively. They discuss Wood's amnesia caused by his recreational drug use. The track "2012" additionally elaborates on this,^[13] a funk-oriented track with lyrics about spirituality and psychedelics. Its composition revolves around saxophone, piano, and kazoo, while the song's lyrics are sung at a fast pace. Tony Shrum of New Noise Magazine labeled it as "sarcastically-cheery drug-addled babbling",^[9] while Bob Makin of My Central Jersey referred to it as a "jazzy acid trip".^[13] In an interview with the latter, Wood stated that the year marked Quetzalcoatl's return and a tabula rasa of existential nihilism.^[2]

"Cotard's Solution (Anatta, Dukkha, Anicca)" was described by Makin as a "zany, cirque de l’enfer revelry", likening it to Danny Elfman.^[13] "Mr. Capgras Encounters a Secondhand Vanity: Tulpamancer's Prosopagnosia / Pareidolia (As Direct Result of Trauma to Fusiform Gyrus)" is fourth on Self-ish, which uses a swing-punk melodic pattern.^[7] It was later included in "Weird Al" Yankovic's 2024 summer playlist.^[14] "The Song with Five Names a.k.a. Soapbox Tao a.k.a. Checkmate Atheists! a.k.a. Neospace Government (a.k.a. You Can Never Know)" follows as a "'50s-spirited, gospel-inspired" song, featuring Alex Nauth of Foxy Shazam.^[13]

Dianne Miranda of Gauntlet included "Hand Me My Shovel, I'm Going In!" in a playlist of songs intended to put the listener in a state of numbness,^[15] while Makin called it an "insane funeral march", overall describing the album as "a circus from hell".^[13] "Dr. Sunshine Is Dead" is a progressive rock song with latin inspiration. It focuses on dramatic instrumentation with saxophone, guitar, and piano, additionally including trumpet by Alex Nauth.^[8] Shrum related it to "Bohemian Rhapsody" and detailed it as a mix of My Chemical Romance and the Mars Volta,^[16] while Shawn Macomber of Fangoria described the track as a "gleefully deranged sonic ambience", comparing it to Gogol Bordello, Mr. Bungle, and Tom Waits.^[17]

Track listing

No.	Title	Length
1.	"Self-"	2:35
2.	"2012"	4:04
3.	"Cotard's Solution (Anatta, Dukkha, Anicca)"	5:05
4.	"Mr. Capgras Encounters a Secondhand Vanity: Tulpamancer's Prosopagnosia / Pareidolia (As Direct Result of Trauma to Fusiform Gyrus)"	3:43
5.	"The Song with Five Names a.k.a. Soapbox Tao a.k.a. Checkmate Atheists! a.k.a. Neospace Government (a.k.a. You Can Never Know)"	4:27
6.	"Hand Me My Shovel, I'm Going In!"	5:51
7.	"Dr. Sunshine Is Dead"	5:24
8.	"-ish"	2:15
Total length:		33:28

All tracks are written by Will Wood.

Personnel

Credits adapted from the album's liner notes.^[1]

Musicians

• Will Wood – lead vocals, piano, kazoo
• Mike Bottiglieri – guitar, theremin, power drill
• David Higdon – tenor saxophone, soprano saxophone
• Matt Olsson – drums, percussion
• Jonathon Maisto – bass guitar
• Alex Nauth – backing vocals (5), trumpet (7)
• Mario Conte – drums (demos)

Technical

• Kevin Antreassian – production, recording engineer, mixing, mastering
• Jonathon Maisto – additional engineering
• David Higdon – demo engineer
• Gabriel Francis – demo engineer
• Will Wood – album art graphic design
• Jesse Lazarus – album art photography
• Adam Nawrot – logo design
• Polo Itona – inner sleeve photography

Additional vocalists

• Reese Van Riper – backing vocals
• Dylan Jacobus – backing vocals
• Chris McRae – backing vocals
• Cheska Columbo – backing vocals
• Lizzie Rowe – gang vocals
• Kellyanne Zeleny – gang vocals
• Timothy Simpson – gang vocals
• Mike Vablon – gang vocals
• Robby Stern – gang vocals
• Bobby Sanner – gang vocals
• Rebecca Paddon – gang vocals
• Bianca Teresi – gang vocals