If Only I

If Only I is a Canadian documentary film, directed by Donigan Cumming and released in 2000.^[1] The film is a portrait of Colleen, a recovering heroin addict facing challenges after being left confined to a wheelchair following a suicide attempt.^[2]

If Only I
Directed by	Donigan Cumming
Written by	Donigan Cumming
Produced by	Donigan Cumming
Edited by	Donigan Cumming
Release date	2000 (2000)
Running time	35 minutes
Country	Canada
Language	English

The film premiered at the Festival du nouveau cinéma in 2000,^[3] and was screened at the 2001 Hot Docs Canadian International Documentary Festival.^[2]

The film was a Jutra Award nominee for Best Documentary Film at the 3rd Jutra Awards in 2001.^[4]